Not at home

This morning when I woke up, my parents and siblings weren't at home. My dad went to office, my mum sent nana to taekwondo at SK Section 9, Shah Alam and Faeesol went to football match. It was very quiet because only bibik and I were left at home.

My mum and siblings arrived home at 1pm. I was waiting for them to arrive home since 12pm. I thought they went to Subang Parade without me but they were actually waited for Faeesol to finish the football match. After a few minutes they arrived home, Ustaz that always teaches Faeesol and Nana arrived.

Mak tanye: "Kakak nak guna Kancil tak harini?"
Fau: "Tak. Kenapa? Mak nak guna ke?"
Mak: "A'aa. Mak nak gi KL. Nak beli kain."
Fau: "Nak ikut?"
Mak: "Jom aa. "
Fau: "Mak nak gi pukul bape?"
Mak: "Jap lagi mak nak gi aa. Mak tukar baju jap"

After 5 minutes, I went to my parent's room.

Mak: "Jap. Tak pergi lagi. Nak rehat jap."
Fau: "Tak. Kakak nak mandi dulu boleh tak?"
Mak: "Mandi aa."

Then, around 3.30pm, we went to KL. There were a lot of people today went to KL. A lot of parking lot were full. Tapi nasib kat SOGO, ade parking. Mak park kat situ and terus gi jalan.

Then, we went back for awhile while waited for Maghrib. Then, after Maghrib, we went to Subang Parade. Ramai jugak orang. aduih. Tapi nasib jugak aa ade parking. Nana wanted to buy books. At first, I didn't want to buy anything but then, after my mum had offered to buy book for me, so I bought 2 books. One is a comic and the other is a novel. Comic: CHOCOLAT (4). Novel: FAMILY AFFAIRS. SECRETS OF MY HOLLYWOOD LIFE.

I was not in the mood today. I'm very sleepy and had a headache. I hope I get well soon. Sorry to Sorfina and Lala sebab tak berapa layan kat YM tadi. I'm very very sorry.

That's all for now. Till the next time. Hugs and kisses.
-love, fau

OMG!!! It's already 4pm??!!

To insomnia shah: yeah. That's true. I have to make a right decision. Thanx and welcome to my blog.

To danial kaoru: I'm feeling much better now. I'm not sad anymore. hahaha. Thanx for the offer but I can take care it.

I woke up late today. Very very late. Around 4 pm but I slept early last night at 1 am. Maybe because I was exhausted. The reasons why I'm exhausted:

1. I brought my siblings , lala & sopi to baya's house to swim but lala & sopi didn't swim. They just stayed with me. My siblings were naughty yesterday. They didn't listen to me at all. They were running around the pool and threw the swimming board at the roof. I was pissed off.

2. I had dance class last night. I arrived home around 10.45pm. The dance class last night was tiring.

Sopi woke me up. She called me asked me whether I received her text and ask me whether I want to join to go to swim with her and Lala. but I said to her that I don't know yet. Then, I wanted to continue sleeping but before that I saw the clock on the desk showed it was 4. I was like what the hell. Then, I straight away went downstairs to call Sopi to ask her what time to go to Fanah's house. Then, she said that the plan cancelled. I told her that I just woke up. She was like WHAT!!!!. haha. Then, I took my bath and went to U8 to buy topup.

I din't do much today. Just stay at home. Around 7.45 pm, I went out with my mum, bibik and siblings. My siblings had KUMON class today. So, I drove them to Shah Alam mall. Bibik wanted to buy new shoes. Walking shoes. She bought a nike shoes. It was nice. Then, we went to Pelita while waiting for my siblings. We went home around 10pm.

That's all that I did today.

-love, fau

Confession

haish.. Life life life. There's always ups and downs. Everyone hates the downs part. It really makes you frustrated, sad, angry and other negative emotion. I don't want to have all of those emotions. I don't want to be sad or angry because it really hurts my feelings. I always want to be nice to people. I really do. I want people to be happy. When they are happy, I'm happy too. When they are sad or angry, I would surely feel not comfortable, sad.. I don't know why. That's me. People don't always see me like this especially when I'm sad. I always hide when I'm sad. I would do anything so that my tears won't drop out infront of my friends. I have ego. That ego is always killing me.

Now, I just don't know what to do. I'm sad, angry. Maybe I shouldn't tell what's making me sad, angryy, etc here. I just keep to myself for now.

I hope people would be more concern about others' feelings. I always want to make the others happy eventhough I don't like it.

Now, I just want to be with those who really really want to be with me. I need them now. =(
I don't want those that at first they are friends with me, but later they just throw me away from their life like I'm a rubbish or useless thing. I have feelings too like all of you. Just think for awhile, everyone, what have you done throughout your life. Have you hurt anyone and you didn't appologise to them yet? So, now is the time. It's not to late to appologise to them . They're still human with feelings. They probably forgive you and take you back but don't care so much whether they gonna forgive you or not. Just say sorry to them and what have you done. That's all. That one word, I don't think that it gonna hurt you or anyone. I gonna make things ok or better.

That's all for now.
-love, fau

A Crazy Ride

Today I woke up late around 12.30pm but for me it's still early. haha.
I didn't do anything much. Just watch tv & on9.

Around 4pm, Iwa picked me up. At first, we went to TTDI jaya. Iwa nak cuci gambar. Cuci gambar wedding kakak dia. Dia nak cuci 3 gambar je but kedai tu kena cuci lebih dari 5. Iwa just nak cuci 5 je. Then, Iwa decided nak cuci gambar kat Giant. Then, we went to Giant. Gambar tu boleh ambik lepas 4 jam.

Then, we went to R.S. I said to Sorfina, we gonna meet her at R.S. She drove her Waja to R.S.
We chat for awhile then around 5.20pm, Sorfina had to fetch her bro at Kumon. Around 5.45pm, ade aa laki ni datang aa pulak kat R.S. Masa tu jantung dah macam dup dap dup dap. Uish. He's the person that I really really don't want to meet. I don't even want to see any part of his face or his body. haish. Asal laa harini jugak kena nampak dia. Pastu Iwa ajak gi ambik adik2 dia.
Then, gi ambik adik Iwa and went to playground kat rumah Lala dulu. Main aa sekejap. Then, Iwa forgot yang dia kena ambik Abel kat pangkin. Pastu, dia panggil aa adik2 dia semua balik. She sent me home.

Around 8.15pm, adik2 gi Kumon. Masa nak keluar rumah, my dad gave me his car key. Ayah suruh drive sampai kat section 9. Huish mak aih. Hati dah cuak ni masa ayah bagi kunci. This is my first time drive at night outside Bkt Jelutong. Uish.
Ayah cakap I drive bahaya. Memang bahaya sebab masa nk tukar lane, I tak nampak kereta kat blindspot. Sumpah tak nampak. Main masuk je. Naseb ayah sempat nampak. kalau tak, mesti accident tadi. I really don't know how to estimate masa nak tukar lane and nak potong kereta lain.
Pastu masa balik pun ayah suruh drive jugak but better sikit aa bawak dari masa nak gi but then, I arrived home safely. I just need more practice then I would be ok. I tak biasa drive jauh2 malam and tak rapa clear sangat malam. Nanti boleh train lagi. Thanx dad for teaching me just now. hehe.

-love, fau

What a day..

Harini macam fun. Pagi2 gi breakfast dgn Iwa kt R.S. Iwa drove her Estima to my house. Then, I we went to pangkin with my mum's kancil. Around 12.30pm, Iwa went to fetch her maids and bros.

Then, around 4pm, Iwa went to pick up Lala and send her bros to Ad-Darris. then, she picked me up . We went to Baya's house. Mira went to Baya's house later. Mira nak sangat teh ais yang baya buat. Then, baya pun buat laa teh ais tu. Baya's mom cooked meehoon for us. It was delicious. I was so hungry because I didn't take my lunch. Baya on9 dengan Mint. Kitorang chat through call ape tah. Banyak kitorang cakap dengang mint. We had a great time at Baya's house. Harap dapat macam tu lagi.

Around pukul 6, Iwa hantar Lala dulu before ambik adik2 dia. Then, Iwa sent me home. I was glad that today was amazing. I hope that I can have a day like today. Thanx .. Love u all.

V-Day

Yesterday was Valentine's Day. I didn't celebrate V-Day since it's HARAM for muslims but I

went out with Alin & Sorfina .

We went to SP. Since we know that yesterday was V-Day and it was Saturday, I booked our tickets the night before. Sorfina wanted to watch NEW IN TOWN at 3.20pm. So, I booked it. My mum sent us to SP around 12.45. Before that, we went to fetch Faeesol at school.

After we arrived, we straight away went to buy the tickets that I booked. The queue for the booking tickets was very long. We expected this would happen.

After that, we went to eat. We ate at Waffle World. I ate chocolate waffle. I was very hungry. So, I ate quickly.

Then, Alin wanted to buy shoes and a shirt for Fikri as a present. So, we went searching for it. Then, I said I wanted to go to Diva. I wanted to buy a necklace tapi necklace tu tak ada but then, as I was searching for the necklace , there was 3 necklace that came in set that caught our eyes. So, we bought the necklaces.

On the green necklace was written the word BEST. (Alin)

On the pink necklace was written the word FRIEND. (Sorfina)

On the yellow necklace was written the word FOREVER. (Fau)

Then we went watched the movie. In the beginning of the movie was boring but in the end it was great.

After the movie, we went to search for Fikri's present. There was a shop that sold a shirt that printed "I'M A VIRGIN" on it. I wanted to buy that shirt for Lala but I don't have enough money to buy it. hehe. Saja nak beli.

Then, around 6.30pm we went home with cab. We went to Alin's house. Then, anta Sorfina kat padang besar because her dad was waiting for her there. Her father was actually waiting for Sorfina's brother to finish his football training. Then, Alin went to my house because she wanted to upload photos that she took that day. Then, around 8.30pm we sent her home.

I really had a great time with them. They really know how to have a great time. I hope I'll be going out with them soon.

-love, fau

My Dates for V-Day Yesterday

My Dates for V-Day Yesterday

at Forever 21

I was searching for a necklace at DIVA

We were at padang besar. This is after we went back home from SP. We were waiting for Sorfina's dad.

We were at Waffle Word. Tengah pakaikan rantai untuk Sorfina

Are we a great couple? haha

We had a great time.

Under a Valentine's Tree

We were in the cab

Broken Strings

Let me hold you

For the last time

It's the last chance to feel again

But you broke me

Now I can't feel anything

When I love you

It's so untrue

I can't even convince myself

When I'm speaking

It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up

I tried to hold on but it hurts too much

I tried to forgive but it's not enough

To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings

You can't feel anything

That your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts

And lies worse

I can't like it

I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing

We are turning into dust

Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire

When there's nothing left to say

It's like chasing the very last train

When it's too late

Oh it tears me up

I tried to hold on but it hurts too much

I tried to forgive but it's not enough

To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings

You can't feel anything

That your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts

And lies worse

I can't like it anymore

And I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire

When there's nothing left to say

It's like chasing the very last train

When we both know it's too late

You can't play our broken strings

You can't feel anything

That your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts

And lies worse

I can't like it anymore

And I love you a little less than before

Oh and I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time

It's the last change to feel again

This is the lyric of BROKEN STRINGS by James Morrison feat Nelly Furtado

Words

WORDS... It means everything. If you have the wrong words, it can make things wrong. It also can break a relationship or friendship. It just something that you have to be careful. It just same as driving. Kalau macam lalai je sikit, mesti terbabas. Same goes with words. If you just speak without thinking, you might end up with a fight. The simple word that can make things not to become worse is to say, "SORRY". People might forgive you but if they don't, you should keep on say sorry to them. They might forgive you one day. You should also say 'THANKS' or 'THANK YOU' when they help you with something. This shows that you really appreciate their help. Just show some appreciation to them. It does not hurt you at all. With words also it reflects your personality whether you are a good or bad person. It also reflects whether you are a smart , not really smart, fun or boring person. Besides, you must always tell the person that you love (family, friends, girlfriend, boyfriend, etc...), "I LOVE YOU". Show some love to them. We should not be afraid or shy to say that words. It's easy to say but eventhough it's easy to say, you must meant it. The word LOVE is a very powerful word. You might change someone's feelings towards you.

Which people should I trust? hmm. I just don't know. Not every people meant when they say something. I just wish that every people in this world would just tell the truth so that things not going to be complicated but this is a reality that I just have to face. Even I don't tell the truth, I just hope that one day I tell everything the truth. It's not going to be easy .

Sweet talk... hmm. Why boys usually like to do that to girls? Can anyone tell me? Does every guy meant it when talk like that or just to flirt with girls. I f you just flirt with girls, please don't do that. You might the girl's feelings. Don't give hope to the girls if you don't really meant it. If you sure with your feelings towards them, it would be ok.

That's all for now. Till next time.
-love, fau

Pink Panther 2

I'm quite tired today. This morning, mira texted me, "fau, kau g dgn spe?". Then , I just replied, "parents." Kesian dia. I was sleepy that time. I was still in bed. Then, she called me at 11 something. She told me bout a function was held at the section 7 hall & I should tell guard that I have dance class when I arrived there but I told her that I'm not going. I didn't go to dance class because I was tired & my body was in pain. So, I decided to not go. After the call, I slept again & woke up at 1 pm. Iwa was prepared for going home. Her mum picked her up at my house at 1.30pm. At 3pm, my family & I went to a kenduri. By 3.30pm, we left the kenduri then, went to SP.

Ayah booked 4 tickets to watch Pink Panther 2. I watched that movie with my siblings. After dad left us at SP, he went home with mum. The movie was quite funny. It was ok. The movie ended at 6pm. My siblings and I went tour around SP while waiting for dad. We had our dinner at Pappa Rich. I saw Fikri there. He was with his family. I bought a shirt, and went home. When arrived at Bkt Jelutong, my dad let me drove his car but when arrived at home, I didn't know how to park. I just let my dad parked his car. haha.

That's all for now.
-love, fau

Who am I? (SURVEY)

WHO ARE YOU: Fauliyana

HEIGHT: I dun't know but I'm short

WHERE YOU FROM: I was born in Kedah but I grew up in Selangor.

ARE YOU SINGLE: yup

EYE COLOR: brown

WANT KIDS: yeah.. totally.

HAVE BROTHERS: yup. I have 2 bros

HAVE SISTERS: yes. i have 1

HAVE KIDS: nope. not right now.

DOES ANY ONE LIKE YOU RIGHT NOW: how should i know.

DO YOU LIKE ANYONE: idk.

FAVORITE COLORS: red, orange & purple

FAVORITE DRINK: appletiser

ARE YOU IN SCHOOL: nope

ARE YOU WORKING: nope

DO YOU SMOKE: -

DO YOU DRIK: nope

EVER TRY DRUGS: never will.

EVER CHEATED ON YOUR BF/GF: nope

HAVE YOU BEEN CHEATED ON: nope

HAVE ANY PETS: yeah.

FAVORITE MUSIC: -

EVER MAKE OUT WITH A FRIEND: nope

ARE YOU ONLINE ALOT: yeah

DO YOU DANCE: yeah & love it very much

DO YOU SING: smtimes

YOU PREFER GUYS WITH SHORT HAIR OR LONG HAIR: depends whether it suited them

YOU LIKE GUYS WHO ARE TALL OR SHORT: doesnt really matter

Happy Birthday

when I woke up this morning, I was exhausted. I ada sakit tekak. Rasa macam nak demam when I woke this morning. Then, around 12pm, Mira picked me up. We headed to dancing class. Today's class was exhausting. We learnt new dance, Nirmala. That dance was tiring. It has a lot of movement. Then, around 4.30pm, we celebrated Cikgu Man's birthday. There was KFC and cake. I ate 2 ketul ayam. Fuhh.. kenyang. mmg best aa jgk tadi.

Here are birthday songs for Cikgu Man;

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to Cikgu Man,

Happy Birthday to you.

Allah selamatkan kamu,

Allah selamatkan kamu,

Allah selamatkan Cikgu Man,

Allah selamatkan kamu.

-love, fau

Busy day

Yesterday was a very busy day. Fuhh.. It was tiring. Even now I'm tired. I mean I'm exhausted. aduihh.

I had driving class yesterday. Cikgu rafee picked me up at 8 am sharp. We arrived at metro around 8.30am. Then, we had our breakfast before we drive. Sorfina & I were waiting for Cikgu Rafee's bro. He was our instructor yesterday. Sorfina drove first. Then, it was my turn. I managed to do the hill, side parking and 3 corners just once. Then, cikgu rafee called us. He asked me to seat at the driver seat to drive on the road. aduih.. cuak. cuak. Sbb dia suka sangat marah2. haish. On the way back to metro, there was an accident. The student was one of his student. She was doing her QTI (pratest) but the examiner that was sitting besides her was sleeping in the car. He did not watch her driving.

This is based on what she said to us. She said that the gear was hard. Dia nak masuk gear tapi gear tu keras. So, dia tengok aa kat gear & tak pandang depan but at the moment she looked infront, there was a bus. The bus stopped just infront of her. She was shocked and the teacher just woke up from his sleep. Then, he turn the stereng but it was too late. The car hit the lamp post. When I heard about it, I was terrified because I was driving at that moment with Cikgu Rafee and sorfina in the car. I couldn't watch the accident because I have to look infront when I'm driving. Sorfina didn't manage to drive on the road. Then, we went back home at 11.30am.

Then, at 12.00pm, mira picked me up to go to dancing class. She had a show last night. There was a singing competition organized by siti nurhaliza production. The show was at Tesco Banting. It was very far. It took us 1 and 1/2 hours to arrive. We went there with two cars. Abang Ary and Cikgu man's car. We arrived there at 7pm. The competition ended at 12am. We arrived at sec7 at 1.30am. Then, Mira's dad picked us and I arrived home around 2am. It was very tiring.

-love, fau